i can’t believe it’s been this long since i last wrote… i’ve gone through a lot of emotions since… yes, T related. i think i cried at least one night, and the other day last week, there was a guy on the bus whose profile was a splitting image of T. i kept staring at him, thinking it was him but knowing it wasn’t. see, it’s things like this that make my heart ache. it’s been almost a year and a half since the break up. will we ever be together again? will we ever talk again? will we ever see each other again?
i went to the pet store near his place again. wasn’t nearly as anxious this time. i looked pretty damn hot, though (lol), so a part of me was hoping we’d run into each other (or at least have him see me).
i’m nearly done all the shopping for my two little kitties. i’m on the vokra (vancouver orphan kitten rescue association) website every day checking to see if they’ve posted pics of any new kittens ready for adoption. there are so many i’ve added to my favorites (some getting adopted within days)… it’s so hard to wait until september!! i hope by the time i put in my ap, there will be the same cute ones needing adoption.
hmm… what else… bellydancing is fun. i bought a skirt with coins and it’s fun to dance in it. but gosh darn it, it’s hard with a big tummy (that’s where all the weight i gain ends up) and big boobies. our instructor is 22, has been bellydancing since she was 15, and is so thin that when she shows us some of the moves, i wonder how she can possibly make them when she has no meat on her bones, lol.
well, that’s all i can think of to say for now. ciao ciao.