full circle

. . .from an upward battle of struggles and emotions to a journey of healing, growth, and laughter. . .

yah, so…


yah, so . . . i still suck at blogging. this year has been exciting. i bought a condo and went to greece. i’m doing volunteer work with the rescue association where i got my kitties from and am now fostering six abandoned kittens.

today, i went to run some errands, and i saw two old friends walking by. they knew me when i was thin. they didn’t see me, but i felt so fat and am so depressed now. i have gained even more weight and now weigh around 175 lbs. that is definitely the heaviest i have ever been, and it’s going to be really hard to lose it. my ideal weight is 110-115 lbs. how funny that when i was 120 lbs, i felt fat.

i went to the doctor this week for my usual follow up. i am still on my meds, which are great (don’t ever take them away from me), but my blood pressure has been on the high side for the last year, so i had to get complete bloodwork and ECG, so she can determine whether i need high blood pressure pills. at 35.

so much for improving my health this year. it seems as my emotional health has improved, my physical health has deteriorated.

Author: elle superstar

I had four cats - now I have six but still no one to talk to, LOL. So, I write this blog to entertain me, myself, and I... and perhaps you.

2 thoughts on “yah, so…

  1. It's AMAZING that you went to Greece and are taking care of kitties! A condo? That is VERY exciting!! I'm so happy for you. As far as your weight, you'll get there. Don't let it get you down, because that won't help anything. You'll get out of this.


  2. Thanks JMe… i will post pictures of kittens, greece, and condo eventually… hopefully before the year ends, haha.


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