full circle

. . .from an upward battle of struggles and emotions to a journey of healing, growth, and laughter. . .



i am so honoured when someone follows my blog. i started writing here to express myself, but i also wanted someone to listen…. to be able to relate to my pain… or laugh because i wrote something funny (but if you don’t, that’s ok cuz i laugh at my own jokes, lol… see, lol… lol…)… because my family doesn’t know about my “condition” and neither do most of my friends. the ones that do probably get tired of hearing about my heartache about T, so i am tightlipped.

so, caroline and i went apartment hunting after work. she actually looked at the listings i had found for her, called or emailed them and everything, so i knew she was serious about this. unfortunately, the evening wasn’t the success i was expecting it to be. we ended up seeing only two places, and then went for dinner, lol.

dinner was not only yummy (OMIGOD, butternut squash ravioli – one of my faves – with pan-seared scallops, truffle beurre blanc [white butter] sauce, and pine nuts), but i got to know her better and am not so mad at her anymore. she’s not a bad person. and much to my protest, she paid for dinner (if i’d known she was going to, i would have ordered something cheaper!). she did ask me some personal questions about relationships, and i had to confess that i was still recovering from the break up, but i didn’t want to get into having depression and all that. aside from still not knowing her that well, telling people at work is NOT a good idea. she understands that i’m still sad about the break up – that’s all she needs to know about my personal life.

after dinner, she was too tired to continue with the hunt, so she just dropped me off and headed back to her friend’s place where she is staying (glad that got sorted for her). so, yah… we got distracted by food. typical. 🙂